Well the season to be merry is over.  Yeah!!  I wish I still felt like a little kid when Christmas was coming.  I remember it used to be so exciting and it seemed like we always had family gatherings to go to.  Now its is take your kids to the mall, let them pick out presents, go to a quick (not homemade) dinner two or three times and then it's all over.  Maybe it's just my age or maybe I'm just a bitter grinch.  Who knows.  I do know that I enjoy spending time with my family this time of year but it just seems to go by so quick and then everybody is back at work and school.  I want to retire and never feel rushed.   I told my mother I was going to have to put something in here about the grandma not making big homemade meals for the holidays anymore.  What is up with that?  No homemade noodles or anything.  It all comes out of a box and microwaved.  We dont even have turkey anymore.  It takes to long to make?!?!?!  Ok now im done being condesending and cynical.  I am going to be happy the rest of the day and possible the rest of this year.  It has to be a better year.  I know it will be.  Thanks to all of you who read this.  Why you do is beyond me.  Am I interesting or do you just like to read the aimless nonsense I type?  Let me know.

Who knew cabinets could mean life or death.  I deal with people all day that seem to think that if their cabinets are not installed by such and such a date they will die.  I have heard more language and ridiculously harsh comments in the last 2 days to last anybody a life time.    I know that its a job but give me a break people.  Do you actually live for this stuff??  I tend to feel there are more important things in life.  Say like noodles or meatloaf.  Now there is something to have passion for.  Christmas is almost here and not only are the geese getting fat but so am I ..  i need to start exercising again.  You would think that I would learn that food + no activity does not equal a lean mean me.  Anyway,  why is it so hard to know what to get your kids for christmas?  Is it because they are little spoiled brats that already have the world at their finger tips or is it a lack of imagination on my behalf?  Somebody out there in this cyber world enlighten me with wisdom.  Well thats all for today.  Tune in tomorrow for more outragiously insightful deep thoughts.

Wow its been 2 years since i posted!  I really should have a lot to say but i kinda feel like my son.  Am i living life in a stupor?  Things are going pretty good around here.  I am adjusting to life as a mr. mom and have found my niche in the metrosexual world of clothing thanks to my fabulous daughter.  I am in search of new cheese as the book says and am bound not to fight any changes that may happen in the process.  My rather erractic emotional cage has been broken and life has wide open possiblilities in front of me.  I really need close friends i find out as i grow older.  You never even realize things like this until your "old".